I'm theoretically listening to my boss right now, but am distracted by the sudden realization of how eager I am to please. A useful quality yet potentially problematic. At this particular moment in time I realize I'm not at all motivated by the best outcome, by the content of our discussion. I'm really just looking for approval. Other examples quickly present themselves in my mind.
Indecision followed by surveying people around me, followed by choosing the most popular course. Who knows what true motivations lurk, but gee it'd be great if they ran deeper than a puppy-like need for affirmation. In fact this is only one of a blend of motivations on different levels, yet some days these emotions and insecurities blow through like foul weather.
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Trying to remember how to make comments. And yes, I am still thirsty for affirmation... sigh.
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